So, I haven't actually laid down some thoughts in a while, and have been lazy by expressing myself in music, snide quotes and food. Yes bubble tea, though many will disagree, does count as a food to me. Recently, there has been an abundance of notes from everyone with twentyfive random facts about themselves. Being the narcissistic, and frequent writer I am, I decided to up the count to however many I feel like writing. (Jokes on being narcissistic, but I do like things my way). In the many 25 random notes I've read about random people, I've read many interesting things and many blan things. I feel that if one is going to take the time to think, write and share about oneself, make it interesting, not pretty, and honest. So here we go.
1) I'm extremely anti-social, to those that disagree my defense is that I function extremely well in social settings but enjoy many things alone, like movies, food and etc.
2) I'm the world's most forgetful person and the biggest clutz, yes i'm talking spilling water, noodles and stabbing myself in the thumb while washing dishes type clutz! (happened tonight)
3) Despite finding myself in them, I'm not a relationship person. I could have continued to live my life happily single, but once snagged, behind doors I can be cheesy and sweet. (bleck... I h8 admitting this one)
4) Success, my profession whether that's managing the band, design work, my job or academics, takes precedence over everything else. It's been a hard pill for some to swallow on why my time and awareness has been so evasive and non catering. But I think at the end, the good ones will understand.
5) The best way to get a hold of me is either through email or text. I'm funny about phone calls.
6) I'm not that girl that hates girls, I'm that girl that doesn't understand girls too well, especially the ones that sacrifice their better self endlessly.
7) I'm absolutely ADD in the sense that I want to see and do everything. Once in a while i have to lay one of the hats down.
8) Games, Comics, Toys, UFC, Football (sniff.. season over), and cars. For those that have seen my room, collections and how I spend my pastime know this very well.
9) I have the best of friends and family.
10) I have this incessant and bittersweet routine of constant moments of self discovery and epiphany's. It becomes quite draining, and depressing to constantly evaluate yourself and see all the negatives in passing.
11) Although this has been said many times, it's appropriate for this note. If I were to describe music, Jazz would be my soul, Rock would be my love and the rest would be my rhythm.
12) There was a period in my life where breakfast included cheetohs, french fries, a chicken sandwich, oj and a redbull. Redbull and I have this love hate relationship.
13) I don't believe love and relationships require searching, or massive energy like a second job. The best ones truly just happen effortlessly.
14) My favorite movies with epic romances include, The Crow (Love>Death), Fight Club (how he holds her hand at the end), Sin City (when the priest asks if that dead slut is worth.. and marv goes "worth dying for, worth killing for, worth going to hell for)
15) I LOVE LOVE asian food, I mean it's frustrating to my friends that if we go eat, 98% of the time it's gonna be asian.
16) Despite my ability to compartmentalize and turn on/off emotions... sometimes they creep out and I have emo/angry fits.
17) I hate to admit this, but despite my decent array of taste in music, my tv taste is trash. I watch crap like a shot at love, I love money, rock of love, real world road rules challenge.. tyra banks show, and geez... hannah montana.
18) I HATE people that go to comicon to collect random free trash like plastic bags and postcards, when there's so many superstar artists, writers, and etc around to meet/greet.
19) Despite the fact that I love kids that belong to my family and people I know, I don't awww and make weird noises/faces at random people's children/babies. In fact sometimes I feel like people parade their kids like glorified pets. Ridiculous outfits, and insane pressure at activities included in my pet peeve against parents.
20) I used to hate warhol because I felt like his work was just duplicated crap, but after reading more about him, I love him. Because like him, art is my love and my business, and sometimes a piece doesn't need to have such conceptual content or meaning driven from it, it's meant to just be experienced.
21) I tread a fine line of being quite private and leaving enough of myself public in order to network, get to know people and so forth.
22) Despite my lack of faith in humanity, I've met folks that never fail to surprise me and help me regain that faith that good people do exist.
23) I was a vegetarian for five years, and although I don't eat that much meat, I've gone back to fish etc. I often feel guilty about it. Nuff said.
24) One of my favorite recent pastimes was sitting on failblog, funny forums, while watching football and laughing uncontrollably.
25) Despite being forward and stern, I'm actually quite reactive. I vibe off of how people are, and respond accordingly.
26) When i was a kid, Astro boy was my imaginary friend and i think I even had a crush on him.
27) Despite my boyish interests, I'm the biggest fashion lover. I don't view fashion as pretty labels to be shown off and such, but more like an art. Lanvin, Galliano, Tom Ford, Goyard, are all fashion houses I absolutely adore. On that note, I'll never understand why girls will spend a bajillion dollars on a purse, but not on a shoe or scarf. Shoes affect your posture, how you feel, and accessories complete an outfit.
28) I have this nervous habit of biting my nails or twirling my hair.
29) Scent is my favorite sense. How something smells can make me utterly nostalgic or make me fall head over heals.
30) I sleep with a bottle of water next to me and a chapstick under my pillow.
31) Yes i'm a crackberry addict.
32) periodically I have bad insomnia, it comes in waves and can last for months.
33) This goes without saying but I'm a giant geek.
34) I h8 him. he's abusive, demands sandwiches that i'll put anthrax in, and likes the worst football teams. HATE! ;)
So there you have it a bajillion things about ME!!! That's all.. man this thing is an essay. Haha print it out, it'll make for good bathroom reading material! :)